it has been a long time in such a bad mood..
i know i know need to be postive on everything even with all the frsutrations. come on! i am not a postive guy. however, i am sick of being negative
and why postive?? coz still need to keep live going? only when you are postive, then you feel happy? or it IS postive, it is meaningful in your life, just you don't know that at the moment.......
I should feel satisfied with lovely kids around me, and supportive husband and parents and of course good friends.
I should believe in myself finally things will turn out to be good. need patience...patience and more hard work..
learn from the frustrations, keep going!